February 2012
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I used to love him.
As I look at what I’ve done, the type of life that I’ve lived How many things I pray the Father will forgive One situation involved a young man He was the ocean and I was the sand He stole my heart like a thief in the night Dulled my senses and blurred my sight
I chose the road of passion and pain Sacrificed too much and waited in vain Gave up my power, ceased being queen Addicted to...
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Inevitable
“I’m so happy. I’m ready to move on.”
In that instant, lightning struck her brain.
A sudden flash of uncontrollable thoughts and feelings ignited inside her.
She pictured it all.
The happiness, the love, the comfort…
And then she saw him leaving, the pain, the sadness, the heartbreak.
For the first time in her life, she doubted whether or not she really wanted...
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I often look at him and wonder what his heartbeat sounds like.
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When you're gone.
I dread the day when I run into you. I know it’s near.
I almost don’t want to go anywhere for fear or seeing your face.
You thought I was over you?
Yeah, I am, but that pain….yeah, the one in my heart…. it still hurts sometimes, and I don’t really know how to fix it.
I don’t want to see you.
I don’t want to remember your voice, or how you held me, or...
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He taught me how to love someone more then I love myself.
He taught me how to love myself even when he didn’t.
Tell me, why would I regret a single moment?
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“Allie was in her third year of college when she volunteered as a nurse’s aid. To her, the broken men with shattered bodies were all Noah. Or someone who fought beside him in the jungle or frozen snow swept road.”
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Beyonce.
Music means a lot to me.
It’s helped me in so many ways.
Mostly in dealing with regaining my strength.
Strength as an individual woman.
Watching Beyonce “Live at Roseland” was a defining moment in my life.
Believe it or not.
I cried through most of it.
All alone. Just me and my TV.
Strength no longer was an option, it was a necessity.
I needed to be strong.
While...
