Brittney Leigh

Stop reminding me.

We’ve been having the same conversation for over a year now. I never take your advice, because I like the pain I’m in. I’d rather have him break my heart every single day then have to go to sleep knowing I’d never talk to him again. Yes, I know it’s unhealthy, but that’s just the way it is.

Do I get tired of crying myself to sleep every night?

Of course I do. Everyday I wake up and re-realize that he doesn’t love me. I rediscover that my hearts broken, and as my head is pounding, I remember that i cried for hours the night before.

I know he doesn’t care. Stop reminding me.

I know he’s moved on. Stop reminding me.

I know you think I’m better off without him. Stop reminding me.

I know I’m a pathetic, needy, annoying, emotional wreck. Stop reminding me.

Please, Stop Reminding Me.